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I seem to have a swollen thingie behind my ear. Both ears. Might be a swollen gland - hurts a bit. I wish I could go to Dr. House's clinic - I'd ogle him and he would be rude to me and then find out whatever it is in his usual cool way. *happy sigh* That's right, I'm obsessed with this show. ♥

I LOVE HOUSE SO MUCH! You know who he reminds me of? Sam Vimes (from Discworld, for those who haven't read). Take away the cane and vicodin and replace it with a policeman's badge and alcohol and send him to Ankh-Morpork, and you'll have Sam Vimes. The misanthropy. The way he cares. The intense hotness. And it fits - Vimes is a Discworld version of Sherlock Holmes. Pterry frequently uses him to mock Holmes (Clues *giggles*).

Aw, it was House's birthday.

OMGCUDDY! She brought a birthday card!

HOUSE: Good morning, Dr. Cuddy! Love that outfit. Says, I’m professional, but I’m still a woman. Actually, it sorta yells the second part.

CUDDY: Yeah, and your big cane is real subtle too.

Bwahaha!

Chase has more History, doesn't he? I love how all of them have History.

There wasn't enough House/Wilson in this ep. Or enough Cuddy, for that matter. But I liked the patient for a change. And *love* the poem.

But before that, I was channel-surfing. And they were airing FLYF. And because I'm a masochist, I watched.

I HATE THIS EPISODE SO MUCH! JUST WTF, MAN?

*thinks of Dr. House's hotness*

*calms down*

I've been thinking about Madeline's suicide - I used to think it would be very OOC for Madeline to commit suicide. Give up like that. But these days, after Angel, I'm wondering if Madeline isn't more of a fatalist than I thought her to be. She did have a very rough year. And then she was being told, by Nikita of all people, that *she* didn't have a place in Section. *Her* Section. So yes, she might not want to live in that indignity. Ooh, like Cleopatra! And Paul's temperament is more like Macbeth - 'why should I play the Roman fool...'

AND YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES ME ANGRY? That fans think the Michael/Nikita separation is the worst thing about this episode. What the hell? Madeline *died*, and you're complaining about why they're not living happily ever after? In this show???

*thinks of House again*

*happy sigh*

Actually, that last mission is kinda poignant in its way. And did Paul *blink* when Michael was about to die? He does care in a way, doesn't he? He does. Yes he does - this is my personal fanon and you can't take it away from me.

Jason/Naomi - parallels with Michael/Nikita? Hmm.

And am I the only person who heard the underlying 'I'm sorry. There's no other way. I will always love you' when Nikita said 'I don't love you. I never did'? Tell me I'm not? The way she looked away, then gathered strength and said that very earnestly, almost pleading - tell me you saw that? Please?

The blood tear, though melodramatic, is also quite poignant. Shut up.

I also watched Angel S3, Loyalty. God, so.much.love. Wesley! Wesley breaks my heart in tiny little pieces. And the mussed hair and stubble and glasses do strange things to me. And in the end, with Angel - the way he turned his tears into that crazy laugh... God.

Lilah was talking to her mother on the phone! Oh, Lilah!

Justine! I missed you and your batshit ways!

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The internet is a lot better now, but the computer is still misbehaving. There might be a virus. Norton won't run for some reason. I'll call the tech guy tomorrow. *headdesk*